Maybe this is what I need...to vent out all the frustrations inside that has been brewing for some time now. I switch back and forth from being apathetic about the whole situation to being confused to being hopeful. Hopeful that maybe today is the day that I will find some answers to so many questions. To find closure for me to finally let it go. Or maybe today is the day that you would come out of your cave and tell me what is in your heart. Its baffling, its irritating, its frustrating but why then do I still continue to persist? I still do not have the answers I don't know when I will find them or if I ever will.